sweetmoments

2007-01-23T03:37:00.000-08:00

hello i'm back to blogging again
secondary 4 now which means its going to be another stressful year for me..but i guess with my family and my dear friends i'll be able to cope with it. I'm really blessed to have such a wonderful family and friends and i'm going to treasure them each and every moment i spend with them.
haiz, things haven been going well for me especially this week..i'm being emo for these past few days and i'm really tired..everynight i cry myself to sleep. i couldnt sleep on the very first night..everytime i think about it, my heart feels as if it had been stab alot times..but things are so much better when my mummy gave me a hug and told me tat its okie..i still have my mum and dad..after hearng this i really feel like crying more..anyway i really want to thank my friends who have always been there for me..cher,beat, tharsh thanks for your post-its...it was really sweet.. <3 and tay thanks too. i guess girlfriends are really the best. The best thing in this whole universe..i love you guys.. and of course i love my family too.

2006-12-02T07:49:00.000-08:00

dear bloggers, do u sometimes find yourself useless? times when u just cant do anything but just sit there and wait for time to fly. is this the way of human life? haiz. there are just some things when u dunno how to solve it. like me. maybe wat he says is right. all i do is to worry here and there..being sad so easily..telling me to be the real me. but this is the real me..being worried over little things is the real me..i dont have the guts to scold you or to tell u that ure in the fault. this is the real me. deep down insidde my heart im really afraid to lose you. i told u so many times about it and u told me not to worry coz u wont leave me just like tat..yes i know youre not lucksin..and i can tell that you truly mean what u said. even though u knew how badly i was hurt before but u will never know when the scar will go away.. coz the truth is it will be there till i die.i dunno why we've been quarraling so much lately..maybe because i haven seen you for so long and im having my olvls next yr. haiz i've been thinking alot lately..i have a feeling that your mummy doesnt approvee us now and that doesnt mean she will approve us next time when im older or whatsoever. i dont blame you for leaving me because of this coz after all you only have 1 mummy. everytime u told u somethings u dont mean it, but it still hurts me. Being worried over little things coz i really love you alot dear. alot. i can nvr imagine life without you. maybe it sounds too dramatic but i guess its just the way it is. like you said if we'r meant to be together, we'll be together. if we're not then you'll still be my good fren. thank you dear.
but right now, i guess i cant do much too but just see how things go. but theres one thing i really want to say to you is i love you dear. <3

2006-11-26T19:25:00.000-08:00

sorry guys didnt blog for a long time. so i think i should blog (: i guess everyone is enjoying thier holidays now ya? i kinda miss school though.i miss my dearies too..haven met up with them for a long time.beat's nw in thailand and she'll be back in a mth time ): oh oh..i started playing maple again ^^ haha...dont blame me..i gt nth to do so i play that game! anyway, i hope i dont see u downstairs anymore..just remind me of the past..hah..though its stupid. anyway. eugene hurry book out ): haiz..imissyou.

2006-11-04T05:30:00.000-08:00

its saturday (: and i guess most the couples out there are probably having a great with each other. well, its the day of some people's confirmation too (: yup. and i'm at home slacking as usual.hmm. maybe stuck at home. bleah. haiz, wat to do? youngest. ): anyway had training in the noon and i'm freaking tired because of it but i guess i need to endure if i wanna get a medal and i guess everyone in the team is tired too. have a good rest during these few days and we shall rowrowrow the boat :D we can do it ij! we have to beat kc.GOGOJIAYOU! haiz. besides trainings and school i didnt bother to do anything much to keep me occupy. just waiting for time to pass. 8 more days..stupid huh. but i guess thats why people say love is blind. which is true. we can do the stupidest thing on earth when we're in love. i dunno why. but i guess thats the way it is.

althoughyoumayseethestrongmebutdeepdowni'mstillhurt.itwillremaininthereforever.beat,ireallydoknowhowyoufeeldeepdown
inside.justcryalloutwhenyoufeelyouneedto.butiwantyoutoknownomatterhowfaruareyou'llalwayshavemecherclarataytharsh.iloveyou

2006-11-03T01:51:00.000-08:00

hello i'm stuck at my mummy's office. haiz went to sch today and i'm aching all over. haiz i'm having training tmr again!!! and we'll be having intentsive training tmr ): die la..and our strokes and everything is like shit!! AH! our com is coming up!! HOW?! tsk.i'm so tired. ): and i miss him..haiz 9 more days. i'm dying already...argh. come back soon pls.): i dunno what to blog about. so i guess tats about it.

2006-11-02T06:11:00.000-08:00

haiz back from training ): so tired la although i didnt go sch today..i was too tired to get up..fucking tired. life is so tiring..i'm really tired ): i wanna get out of this world and be in a place full of peace..a place where me and my friends can be happily chatting away while sitting on the green patch with the wind blowing.wouldnt it be nice..? no worries..nothing at all but just us..haiz. sec 4 next year, but i cant seem to move on with life..1 more year and thats it..moving on to the next step of life again..i really moss those days when i was young..no worries..just having fun. sometimes i really feel like a pathetic loser..someone who cries all day long. but its the only way to let it all out. our friends cant be here for us always..i'm sure they have thier own problems too..haiz..i really dunno..i'm tired..tired of thinking about this.

ireallymissyoueuegne):10moredaysireallyloveyoualotbuti'mafraidofgettinghurtagain.butiknowitalldependsonfate.alliwannasayisthankyouforeverythinguhadgivenme.andiwannatell
youhowmuchiloveyou.ireallydo.

2006-10-30T02:18:00.000-08:00

alright i shall update my blog (:
haiz time really flies..i'm gg to be sec 4 next year which means o'lvls): well i guess theres good news and bad news..the good news is that everyone in my class are promoted :D the bad news is that i didnt do that well ): haiz kinda expected..and i guess i'm sort of grounded too..haiz i guess 2006 isnt really my year. but i'm glad its going to be the end of it. anyways gonna be busy for thsi few weeks coz of trainings..i'm only free on mon and sun all the way till 12 of nov. yup. gg for regatta soon..wish me luck (: well wish the whole odac luck. oh well. i'm glad that i have trainings to keep me occupied or else i'll be rotting. haiz 13 more days to go till he will be back ): i really feel lost. maybe love sick. i dunno..): but i'm really trying be strong and being a good girl. but its really difficult..its just another part of me..haiz but i guess i can live with it. look on the bright side..he'll be an officer soon (: YES SIR haha..cher,beat and tay..can u guys come with me for his commissioning? really wish that u guys can make it..but if cant its ok (: i'll still love you guys. <3

2006-10-16T03:38:00.000-07:00

HELLO :D
here are some pictures that i took with my dearies (:

haha..more pictures during dinner and after dinner..:D

hoho! we had lots of fun taking pictures together and doing retarded things while walking.hha.. i love them loads (:

2006-10-10T21:42:00.000-07:00

HELLO HELLO HELLO!!
exams are like totally over! wheepee!... hahaa..oh well but when resutls come back thats the end of my life..yup ): haiz a confirm F9 for my chemistry paper.TOTALLY SUCK. haha
anyway i'll be meeting my old pals later in town (: sigh its been a long time since we had a gathering.really miss them alot though theyre in ij still but we each are having our own lifes now..kinda sad but we have to move on rite?oh well...i just cant wait to meet up with them! whoot!
ILOVEYOU GUYS :D

2006-09-29T07:36:00.000-07:00

Zhi sheng xia gang qin pei wo tan le yi tianShui jiao de da ti qin
An Jing de jiu jiu de
Wo xiang ni yi biao xian de fei chang ming bai
Wo dong wo ye zhi daoNi mei you she bu de
Ni shuo ni ye hui nan guo wo bu xiang xin
Qian zhe ni pei zhe wo ye zhi shi cheng jin
Xi wang ta shi zhen de bi wo hai yao ai ni
Wo cai hui bi zi ji li kai
Ni yao wo shuo duo nan kanWo gen ben bu xiang fen kai
Wei she me hai yao wo yong wei xiao lai dai guo
Wo mei you zhe zhong tian fen
bao rong ni ye jie shou ta
Bu yao dan xin de tai duo
Wo hui yi zhi hao hao guo
Ni yi jin yuan yuan li kai
Wo ye hui man man zou kai
Wei she me wo lian fen kai dou qian jiu zhe ni
Wo zhen de mei you tian fenAn jing de mei zhe me kuai
Wo hui xue zhe fang qi niShi ying wei wo tai ai ni

i really dont dare to love anyone ): i'm tired of all this... i'm really tired.

2006-09-23T05:11:00.000-07:00

hello.
its saturday 8pm. woke up at 6am and left the house at 630 and went to the airport..my sis left for perth today ): surprisingly i miss her..had breakfast with she and my brother at BK..it was yummy..i really feel sad when my sis went inside..although its just 2 weeks..but i feel lonely when i sleep..no one will be beside me..no one will call me pig when i wake up..i thought i will have the room to myself for 2 weeks, no one snatching the com with me, it sucks. i want her home..i miss you jie.): come home soon..me and kor kor will be good..we promised okie? take care there..
time passes so fast..its going to be the end of year..5 weeks to sch closes down.2 weeks to finals.
everyone out there, good luck for your finals and take care (:

2006-09-19T02:31:00.000-07:00

hey (: just reached home..had english oral today ): wasnt prepared at all and its our first time going through this..further more tsiyin,beverly and me were separated from our classmates and we were the first 3 to start..i was totally nervous when i had to sit infront of the time keeper..we were given 10 minutes to go through the passage and the picture..when i was looking through the picture i was like "WHAT THE HELL IS THIS?" but after reading through the passage i kinda get the idea of what the picture is talking about..oh well..when tsi yin came out it was my turn to go in! hhaa.i greeted the teacher and started reading my passage..hhaha..i think it was okie..but not fantastic though..haiz..i was scared for my picture and convo..when i finished reading my teacher asked me what position was the guy holding..-.-'' i was like errrr....the overall incharge of the chefs??! HAHA..then i told her about the attire and his face expression..HAHA..ya..through out the whole oral i was crapping my way through..HHAA..hope it makes sense la..surprisingly the convo was okie coz the question was what kind of job will i consider if i work for a month?HAHA.i said i would like to work at macdonald's counter-.-''' lame rite..then i started cocking..hahhAHAHHAHA..anyway kinda got scolded by miss krishna today coz i was laughing too loudly in class and disrupting her lessons..-.-'' maybe i am la..haha..sorry :D hoho..I'M GLAD ENG ORAL IS OVER! hahahha..alright i gtg ciaos.

2006-09-13T06:20:00.000-07:00

hello. i'm sorry about the previous post..wasnt myself. tay and cher, sorry for making u guys to find me emo..ya i know its not myself..but i was really stress about obs and exams..): i'm sorry..but now i guess i'm fine..yup. anyway cher, if u really wanna go, u should..just go there and enjoy urself ya? when youre back i cant wait to hear all the exciting stuffs u guys did.(: really wish i could go with you but i guess i'm not prepared for my end yr further more i didnt do well for my mid yr..yup..and i wanna thank clara for her letter..thanks..not sure if she will read my blog..but i just wanna tell u guys that i really treasure her as my friend..though i nvr ever said i love you infront of her face..but i really do..if i could turn back time, i would spend time with her like what we used to do..yup.clara, if you are reading this, i just want to tell you that deep down inside my heart i never blame you for anything. just i want to tell u how much i love you..and thank you for the past few years..i dunno how to repay u..but i'll be the one watching over you.this may sound mushy but my friendship with you had already been part of me since i found you.one more thing before i go. I REALLY LOVE YOU CLARA WANG (:

2006-09-08T20:41:00.000-07:00

sometimes i really feel useless..maybe i am..haiz.i'm really worried about my end year exams..i haven really start memorising my notes yet..further more i'll be gg for obs next next week..and i'll be missing 5 days of lessons??): i want to back now or hopefully fall sick ): i asked my mummy if she will pay 300bucks if i back out and she scolded me saying why waste money? might as well go..even my siblings asked me not to waste money..i know 300 bucks is alot to pay but i really wanna do well in my exams..): and i cant memorise everything..when i come back the next whole week is exams..i really dunno..just feel like beaking down.can anyone help me? ): i'm really afraid..afraid of everything..results,studies,freedom..what if i dont do well? my end year holiday will be GONE. but will my parents understand? NO. FUCK IT. they'll start blaming everything on me. WHY AM I ALWAYS THE ONE? CAUSE I'M THE YOUNGEST?! fuck. i really cant tolerate this anymore.i just feel like packing my stuff and go. but where can i go? ): life is really useless now for me..haiz.

CLARA: this a poem for you (:
You make me laugh.You make me cheerful.You help make all of my dreams come true.You make me understand what goes on around me.You keep me warm on the warmest nights.You Make me walk away without any fights.You protect me,You are the fulfillment of my dreams.Your eyes are brown.Your fur is yellow.I am never blue,When I am around you.You have always been there for me when I feel blue, Or when I am just cruel.With all the time in the world,If I only had one hour with you.I would show you how much you mean to me,By showing you what you have done for me.And constantly reminding you of how much I love you..... and always will.

2006-09-01T22:57:00.000-07:00

HELLO.
had barbeque yesterday! (: HAD LOTS OF FUN! I LOVE MY DEARIES..hoho!..after everything i was totally dead!..ran up and down like some idiot.HHAA..oh wells..i had fun after all. (: anyway..tay and cher came my house in the morning and we did our notes for a little while and we head down to northpoint. at first the bus uncle didnt allow us to board the bus coz only residents are allow to sit first..WTH LA..anyway we took the second slot..RAWR.went to cold storage to get our food..haha..and we are short of money la >:( coz some pple didnt pay on time ..luckily tay paid using her tickets money first..then cher lend her 50 bucks from her atm card..its good to have extra cash with u actually..hha..then hoho came ...lol.at 1257 i boarded the shuttle bus again while they 3 of them went town to pass the money to celine..haha..i called my daddy to come down and helped me with the things..HAHA..no choice too heavy ): when i reached home i started baking..WHOO HOO. i didnt know how to use the stupid oven coz i scared black out so i called my sister for help HAHA. she told me not to bake incase i burn the whole house down. WTH la. but in the end i manage to keep the whole kitchen in good condition HAHA.but the cookies wasnt in good condition HAHA..it smells nice but its so mushy HAHA.. i guess i add too put water..HAHA..i made for hoho and lala HA..tay ask me to make for lala too..HAHA..sorry ar if not nice HAHA (: ya..then we started our bbq and stuff...and we played our game!! :D HAHA..it was quite funny la and i kana the one that i need to lick the pool! and of course i knew tay and cher gg to push me so i said i jump in myself. >:( haha..yup yup..and tharsh pang sei us again ): haiz..oh ya and clara left me something sweet behing (: thanks girl i love you. (: oh well i'm glad the rest had fun too though the stupid security guard was being such an ASS. PANG SAI KIA! haha..HAPPY 1ST MTH TAY (:

2006-08-25T03:30:00.000-07:00

hey (: its friday again.time really flies): and soon it will be final year examinations again. wasnt expecting sch to be great today..but i'm proud of myself as i paid attention during lessons..i guess what mrs mah did was right.but i guess its kinda late to turn back time. ): left with a few more weeks in school and pppooooffft! SECONDARY FOUR. i realised being in a pure science class isnt tat simple..well maybe i'm just weak in my sciencesand that means i cant be scoring well for my end yr!..but because of what happened today, i had make my reflections and all..oh well..went to look for miss champion after sch and talked to her about chemistry..that we had been failing badly and all..talked to her about dropping chem too ): but she encouraged us not to drop..as a teacher she felt tat way. i started tearing coz i'm starting to feel the stress..so did tay,cher,tharsh and beat. miss champion did help us by giving us extra notes today while we were standing outside the staff room, as mrs wong walked towards us i started to cry even more..): i felt that i had let her down for some reasons..i really wish i could have her back..but i guess we got to learn to let things go..): haiz..went home after tat and i just woke up from my nap .. my head was so painful after crying and all...but i'm feeling much better now..yup..going to study now.bye

2006-08-24T03:47:00.000-07:00

hello. i thought sch would be fun and alright today but i guess it didnt turn out that way ):
things didnt go that well during english..we stood for 1 whole period being lectured by our form teacher..at first was about the stupid sitting plan..-.-' but i guess its our fault to be dishonest with mrs mah.almost the whole class stood up for not sitting according to the plan.well, i know mrs mah did that because she wants us to do well for our exams but i'm sure there will be other pple who disagree with it..haiz.then she started toking about our attitude and all..results-.-'..but whatever she said make lots of sense..like SERIOUSLY. all of us didnt do well for our chem ca..and other subjects like math etc. but its not just simply plain laziness..in fact some of us really had ccas and stuff and when we reached home we are like DEAD? well. but its our fault not working hard enough..so i guess we are sorry about that part..anyway, i felt really guilty when she started toking about our parents working hard to provide wat we need..): it really reminds me of my parents..and i'm just taking and not giving..yup and mrs mah said tat all of us cant go out during the sep holis but lock ourselves at home and study..i think its time for us to do some reflections..haiz.): i've been thinking about this matter since she started lecturing us..yup..i guesss i gotta do my hmwk..
ciaos

2006-08-22T03:29:00.000-07:00

hoho!! didnt went to sch yesterday (: sick. yup went to the doctor at 230am with my brother..): i was in pain and i couldnt even turn my body ..sobs. yup..before i went to the doctor i woke up at 1 and walked around the house coz i couldnt sleep then watched tv at 2am..then my brother came home..haa..woke my mummy up to tell her i wasnt feeling too well again ): yup and she started nagging saying that i didnt drink water and didnt eat -.- wtf? hello? i'm in pain and yet she scolded me..then she woke the whole family up because of me :D aha..ya..so she asked my bro to bring me to the doctor..AND IT COST 107 BUCKS?!??! fuck.thats freaking expensive la.screw the clinic man.haha..might as well go shopping..argh. but at least i fell asleep after tat..(:
felt so much better after taking all the medication..but i cant eat oily things and drink gassy drinks and NO CHILLI!!! ah!!..today at recess tay and cher didnt allow me to put chilli ..well they did but just a bit -.-'' like this . HAHA... and i wanted to drink mango juice!! they didnt allow too..they poured like a little out for me la..): sobs..oh well heard tat everyone did very badly for chemistry ca..and miss ng is back!! she bought us candy (: how nice of her ahah..ya..me and tay spent like half of the day in the sick bay sleeping..so nice haha..then mrs mah came in and touched our heads..we both had a shock coz we were sleeping so soundly then her cold hands just touched our face..SCARYYYYY..hoho..ya..time to study! cya

2006-08-18T20:04:00.000-07:00

morning..sorry for not bloggin properly for the previous post..anyway, decided not to go for cip today (: was too tired to wake up at 530 further more its a weekend..cher asked me to study with them at tp library today too but i was too lazy to go out of the house ): oh well..went to play laser quest with shirin,cherre,dezi and some 3 little boys -.- haha!! of course i still remain champion! (: haha..yup after that me,dezi and shirin went to newton to have our dinner..YUMMY.. we ordered lots of food la..haha PIGs. then my brother wasnt happy that i went out too late coz exams are coming..WTF.so pissed off. when i reached home is around 9 plus..): was so tired la..i finished my bio notes..ya..then i wanted to sleep but my brother asked me if i wanna watch stay alive with him..haha..i watched for awhile la then i went to sleep HHAA..ya..then this morning at 7 dezi and olivia called me but i waas too tired to pick up coz i knew wat they will ask me." WHERE ARE U NOW???!!" ya..lol..then they called my house -.-'' so my mummy woke me up..AND THEY ASKED..arghh..haiz..i gotta go and study soon ): exams are like in a month time ): i felt as though mid year has just ended..now end year! ): can someone stop this exam thingy?

2006-08-17T06:01:00.000-07:00

hello!! sorry for not blogging! didnt have the time ): in fact i dont have time now!! >:( i need to study my bio!! haiz..anyway, my brother is gg to teach tuition..er group tuition -.-"" which means i need to go! SHIT. WHICH MEANS THERE WILL BE OTHER KIDS.omg..!! ANGRY LA.
oh well..went to study with tay,beat,cher,fran,lala and hoho.eh i gtg bye!

2006-08-13T04:24:00.000-07:00

just came home from shopping not long ago(: hoho!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!(: LOVE YOU LOADS ..muacks. lol..anyway went to eat roti prata with my family at 2 am?? wahaha..retarded family..but i was hungry ahah..so slept at 3am..ywan..woke up at 10?? haha.! then went to a hotel near great world for tim sum to celebrate my mummy's birthday :D the food was yummy..but was kinda full after awhile. wahah..AND AFTER THAT.....I WENT SHOPPPING WITH MY SISTER!! (: i'm so happy we bought some stuff..at first we were walking around wisma like some retards not buying anything..lol..my sis bought a skirt, handphone pouch and a small pouch.(: yup..then we went paragon to see clothes and went into gucci coz my sis wanna buy a bag..HHA..sorry i cant afford it..LOL..OH!! we bought two pairs of earrings..hehe..pretty!! we went down to heeren after tat and i bought a pair of shorts from 37 degrees (: i love it..and i bought a new green poouch too as you know my silver is like becoming white?? haha! and...we went down to meridian to get my bag.(: yay! hoho!! we were kinda tired so we went to ps mos and sat down..haha..bought a medium cup of milk tea..and i was telling my sister about that fat mr tan -.- shit i'm gg to see him tmr..haiz..wish me luck man..oh well gotta practice my a math ): having test tmr..cya~

2006-08-12T04:02:00.000-07:00

hoho! went back early on friday ): was having stomach upset..i guess its the nasi lemak..me,cher and adeline got the same problem..so we went to look for mrs mah to get some medication oil..who knows the oil is expired -.- but who cares we still used it..then we went to the canteen for a cup of hot tea but it made our stomach worst..so we went to the toilet..and i shitted..hoho! then we went to the sick bay and we fell asleep until mrs mah came and woke us up..she called our parents to come and get us..(: yup and i went home..in the late afternoon my brother had his party..kinda alot of pple..fran came over to study a little then we started slacking ahha..was looking through friendster with some other girls..haha..kinda funny too..then fran went home at 7..yup..then i was kinda pissed off by someone..but i'm glad its settled (: yup..my brother's friend stayed till 6 am..thats retarded but who cares i was sleeping like a pig..ahha..today when i woke up my mummy is gone..haah. started doing my bio notes at 1220..and i finished chapter 8 (: then i saw karwee's brothers..and mummy but i dont see him ): ahah!! then i watched sex and the city with my sister..HAHA that show is damn funny and retarded..its all bout women..AHAAH.then i fell asleep..woke up around 5 plus?? coz beat smsed me about the tickets..so i called gab and asked him..haha. and i went for dinner..and I'M HOME!! haha..alright..gtg (:

2006-08-08T07:09:00.000-07:00

hello (: HAPPY NATIONAL DAY GUYS..although its tmr -.-' ahah..BUT HAPPY NATIONAL DAY..anyway had celebration in school today..had mass in the morning..well, i love the songs(: yup..went back to class after tat and we were in our groups discussing bout the teacher's day thinngy..but we were fooling around (: ahha..and started taking pictures!! BUT I CANT UPLOAD THEM IN MY COM ): CRIES! anyways..went out with tharsh,tay,cher,beat,fran and gabriel (: went to watch click..that show is just wrong..HAHA..are dogs in love with ducks?!
haha..but its nice..but sad too ): haiz..just remind me of my grandma ): i love her deeply..but i just dunno how to tell her..its really painful seeing her gettin older and older each day..i miss the fish cakes she used to make..but now shes too weak..just walking around the house like a wondering soul ): but i couldn't do much..but just stare at her..haiz..went home..bathe and sleep..yup..

2006-08-04T05:03:00.000-07:00

hello there (: just reached home from shooting..hoho..was using pistol with shirin today..HAHA. we were damn bloody retarded la..our hands were shaking non-stop..which means our shots were like shit.-.-'' worst of all when we miss and hit the metal part of the range, there will be a "PONG!" sound!! AND ITS SUPER MALU!! ): aahah..but funny la.yup.
anyways, tay went home early today coz she was having bad cramps..yup..me tharsh sent her home..HAHA..we missed biology :D yup..that stupid tharsh got to leave at 2 for some tamil thing so i'm left alone at the table ): although cher asked me to move up but i'm too lazy :P HOHO!
cant believe i actually paid attention during chemistry lesson today..and i did the worksheet that she was going through..i wrote EVERYTHING down..HAHA..
haiz..smth bad is going to happen this year but i dunno when ): please dont leave us so soon ):
sobs. dont..anyways.dearies...please pray for my grandma ):

2006-08-03T01:32:00.000-07:00

hey (: sorry for not blogging for 3 days?? haha..(: was kinda busy..anyway had training yesterday and some BITCH went to complain to miss teo that we ran 11 rounds instead of 12..wtf? RUN YOURSELF BITCH. oh wells..played pushball after tat!! :D hoho!! so fun..but tiring..): yup went to tp with nissa,foo,shirin,jody,denise,stella and pearlynn..yup. but i had to go when we entered mos ): I WANNA EAT MY POTATO!! RAWR..lol. anyways said bye bye to them and pop! in my mummy's car.. :D and for today we had 2 cas..english and e math >:( math was okie..HAHA..and tharsh wrote smth really stupid y= 0-0/-2(-1). i was thinking isn't that equals to 0???!?!? WTH IS SHE DOING? lol..cant help it but i laughed..so did tay haha..its just too funny..after sch me cher and beat were suppose to stay back for extra chem lesson..so we went to buy bubble tea and burger and fries (: YUMMY..and guess what? MISS CHAMPION WASNT IN SCH! >:( so we went tp to shop!! and i bought clips and nail polish hoho!!! happy!! (:

2006-07-28T23:23:00.000-07:00

hello (:
its saturday..and its gonna rain ): it makes my whole day so moody..haiz..stucked at home again!! oh well..but at least its weekend.haha..i thought it was friday so i woke up at around 5 plus?? LOL..wth..then i went back to sleep and woke up around 10 plus.ywan..i'm still tired although its already 2pm..haha..i feel so bored now..haiz..THERES A PILE OF HMWK FOR ME TO COMPLETE BUT I'M TOO LAZ TO DO ANYTHING!! just feel like being a couch potato! OH YA. at 730 theres princess dairies 2!! hoho!!..i'm gonna watch it HOHO..!! theres nth to blog about ):

2006-07-26T05:29:00.000-07:00

HOHO!! back from odac training (: we had to run our 2.4 but we ran 11 rounds only HAHA..so stupid la..but who cares..lol..anyway stupid ari said that she will run with me but in the end she just ran infront..LOL..but anyway the most fun thing was that we played soccer after that!! and my team consist of me,shirin,foo,rachel,stella,pearlynn,vanessa,jody,nissa,sarah,val,denise..(: we had so much fun la..laughing at each other how we kicked the ball and all our funny actions..HAHA..yup..after odac we went to eat again!! RAWR..went kou fu ..lol..me and nissa just ordered dessert..yummy..but i could finish mine-.-'' lol.oh well i just love my odac cling..(: yup..today sch was kinda okie..HAHA..didnt go assembly (: too lazy so i pretend to have a bad headache :D thats me ! lol..AND THAT STUPID BITCH DIDNT COME SCH TODAY..neh neh pok!! lol..and during ss we wrote smth bout ofelia and mr mus on the board..LOL it was kinda hilarious.hoho!! i bet ofelia was feeling so embarrassed..LOL ..oh well.. i got to study my hist..bye!

2006-07-24T04:00:00.000-07:00

just reached home from the tp old folks home (: the people working there just suck big time la..ALL OF THEM GOT ATTITUDE PROBLEM..but the oldies there are kinda cute though haha..theres this uncle whom me,dezi and olivia talked to..haha..he kept repeating himself thats hes a loner and hes 45 years old -.- but hes like 70+? hoho!!..so cute..yup..then we mopped the floor..haha..at around 4 plus we brought them down the clinic so that they could go home (: and we were playing at the corridoor..and the stupid jenny person scolded us coz we were running
-.- MY MUMMY NEVER EVEN SCOLD ME WHEN I RUN ..WHAT KIND OF COCK IS THIS?! yup..we went macs to eat later..hoho!! we went straight there la!! ): anyway today during geogg was damn irritating! i was sleeping in class coz my eyes were damn painful ): and that tan called me to help the group -.-"" i didnt even know wat was the qn...luckily tay and tharsh helped me ..HAHA..and tay told her i wasnt feeeling well..lol..stupid cherlynn took my math tb then nvr return me! RAWR I CANT DO MY MATH HMWK NOW..): stupid girl!

The rules:Bold the statements that are true to you.Italise the statements that you WISH are true.Leave the Fibs alone.Then, stab 5 people to do the same test.I miss somebody right now.I don't watch TV these days.I wear glasses or contact lenses.I love to play video games.I've tried marijuana.I have been in a threesome.I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.I curse sometimes.I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.Im TOTALLY smart.I've broken someone's bones.Im paranoid sometimes.I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.I need money right now.I love sushi.I talk really, really fast.I have long hair.I have lost money in Las Vegas.I have at least one sibling.I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.I like the way I look.I am usually pessimistic.I have a lot of mood swings.I have a hidden talent.Im always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.I have a lot of friends.I am currently single.I have pecked someone of the same sex.I enjoy talking on the phone.I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.I love to shopEnjoy window shopping.I would rather shop then eat.I don't hate anyone. Im completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.I have a cell phone.I believe in God.I watch MTV on a daily basis.I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.Ive rejected someone before.I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.I want to have children in the future.I have changed a diaper before.I've called the cops on a friend before.Im not allergic to anything.I have a lot to learn.I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.I am shy around the opposite sex.I have tried alcohol before.I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.I own the "South Park" movie.I would die for my best friends.I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.I have used my sexuality to advance my career.I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.I am happy at this moment.I'm obsessed with guys.I study for tests most of the time.I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone Ive ever met.I am comfortable with who I am right now.I have more than just my ears pierced.I walk barefoot wherever I can.I have jumped off a bridge.I love sea turtles.I spend ridiculous money on makeup.I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.I'm proficient in a musical instrument.I worked at McDonald's restaurant.I hate office jobs.I love sci-fi movies.I think water rules.I went to college out of state.I like sausages.I love kisses.I fall for the worst people.I adore bright colors.I can't live without black eyeliner.I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.I can't whistle.I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.I have ridden/owned a horse.I still have every journal Ive ever written in.I can't stick to a diet.I talk in my sleep.I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.I have jazz in my blood.I wear a toe ring.I have a tattoo.I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.I am a caffeine junkie.I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.I have been to over 15 conventions.I will collect anything, and the more nonsesical the better.Im an artist.I only clean my room when necessary.I like a person of the same sex.I love being happy.I am an adrenaline junkie.hahaha. i shall stab : CHERLYNN ANG
BEATRICE TAN
NISSA
STELLA

2006-07-23T00:17:00.000-07:00

hello(:
i finish high lighting the points for bio ..i feel so proud haha!! but i haven started on my math yet): oh wells..my cousins are over here today..they asked me to go swimming with them but i'm too lazy haha..yup..now they're back and they are playing maple HAHA..guess i influence them too much :D hoho!! its sunday!! which means tmr is gg to be monday again ): haiz..so sucky la..omg..i'm teaching them how to play maple -.-"" wth..haha seeing them so noob really very funny HHAHA..i'm waiting for the stupid thing to download finish so tat i can play my o2jam hahah!! another new game wahaahaha!!!! RAWR I'M GETTING VERY VERY IMPATIENT.lol..i'm still lvl 0!?!? LIKE WTH..haha..anyway gtg ..

2006-07-21T21:22:00.000-07:00

morning (: ywan..was too tired to blog yesterday.reached home around 11? haha..yup..went for drama night, i guess it was quite okie..but its freaking hot la..and we had to move around the sch..lol..but overall it was kinda ok..:D hoho!! i recieved a rose from daniel before the concert the start ((: it was for my bdae haha..thanks daniel :D but guess its dead by now HAHA..after the concert we went to hug out dear friends and took pictures (: bought roses for hannah,astrid,desire,keshveen and steph..hoho!! they all look so pretty!!(: after all the huggings and saying goodbyes, me and my odac mates went to makan at mos burger..haha..thirsty and hungry hha!!yup..then we took train home..

alright..sch was quite shiok today ahha..it was beat's birthday yesterday!! (: and of course we had a cake fight again!! ): i always kena!! argh!! but it wasnt as bad as my birthday..lol..yup beat was the worst of course haha..smelling like some mango shit..haha!! yup..beat and cher bought me,tay and tharsh some retarded underwear..mine had a big red ribbon and the back..-.-"" haha it was cute though..THANKS GUYS..yup..ohoh!! and we played with the remaining candles too...hoho!! we started carving names and pattern on them..it was kinda nice (: SWEEET :D hoho!! during chemistry we didnt do our experiment properly..so we ended up like some blur shit.haha!! tay was trying to change the litmus paper yellow at first but it didnt work coz we were suppose to dip it in the potassium solution but we dip it with distilled water..HAHA..HOW DUMB CAN WE GET..and she repeated that exp for 3 times..? haha..oh well..thats the end!

2006-07-19T04:34:00.000-07:00

okay..today sch was so fucked up ..in the morning was geog and mrs tan told us to arrange the table..its even worst! we had no space!! totally no space!! argh!! i feel like pulling every single strand of her hair!! COZ OF HER STOMACH!!? wth..and of course tharsh wasnt happy at all..so she put on a long face..haiz. and mrs tan called her out to tok to her..so tharsh told her the reason..well..shes nice la..but sometimes just unreasonable..anyway today eng lesson was LIKE SHIT
fuck man. mrs mah confiscated tharsh's year book coz i was flipping through it..coz to check smth..i went to apologize to her but she asked stupid qns..like "in the first place,why do u need to bring SA year book?" wa lau..wadever!! argh! pissing me off...didnt have mood for recess and fuck! the stupid fat bitch was sitting with us..*rolls eye* like duh!! shes so not welcome..if only she changes her stinky attitude towards her friends and stop being a freaking hypocrite..haiz..today wasnt that good after all..but odac did cheer me up alot..we played push ball(: and my allmy juniors keep tickling me la!! hahah!! and one of them jjust keep touching our breast!!-.-'' and she squeezed mine..): haha..haiz..i just hope that tmr will be a better day

2006-07-17T05:28:00.000-07:00

RAWR.freaking tired today ): luckily mummy fetched me to sch .. slept for 4 hours ): cant sleep..hoho! went up to collect my dragon boat medals :D happy! haha..went to shake miss tan's hands for shooting too..so lame.haha..THE BEST THING ABOUT TODAY WAS THAT ME AND TAY SLEPT DURING CHINESE ..haha..felt so shiok la..i really fell asleep that i couldnt hear what lao shi was toking about..NTH..just noise..lol..(: when i woke up chen xu said that lao shi said that me and tay are forever sleeping in class..we are known as the SLEEPING BEAUTIES..haha..i shall treat that as a compliment..(: and that laoshi doesnt care bout us anymore ): ahaa..but as long as we do our hmwk can le i guess haha..omg..i guess i really sleep like a pig during chinese..haha cant blame thought..its chinese..:D yup..after school went to do cip with dezi and olivia..aha..thought it would be fun but some bitches came to spoil our day ):< those people in charge there seiously have BIG ATTITUDE problem. they said that we didnt interact with the elderlies! wth..they going back already la..we helped to clean the place! the incharged said that we were slacking doing nth..-.-'' then she wanna complain to our ssch..wtf?haiz.cant be bothered bout this pple..haha..going for shooting tmr (: so cyaz

2006-07-16T05:39:00.000-07:00

eating an apple now (:
crunchy!! munchy!! haha..tomorrow is monday again ): NO! i still wanna sleep ): anyway..stayed at home the whole day and slack and eat! HAHAH..went out the whole day yesterday(: went to see my cousin's wedding dress :D but only one gown is nice..yup..and i'll be the bride's maid i guess..she looks so pretty (: i wonder if i have a chance to wear that gown too..its so beautiful..
went to see car after that..WHOOT..lexus..!! can drool!! haha..after that me and my cousin did smth really stupid..DAMN COCK..lol..you can it cousins gathering la..:D they're a bunch of retards..lol yup..and good news..(: one part of our mission is accomplish!! but i wonder when mine will be accomplish ): haiz..my family members are playing mahjong now -.- so noisy ahha...
anyway will be going to old folks for cip with dezi and olivia (: cya

2006-07-14T05:19:00.000-07:00

hello(:
went to school as usual..had all the subjects today so its kinda boring..further more we had double period chem for the last 2 periods..): but we had practical today so it wasnt that bad..tharsh brought the book for us but i dont feel that high anymore..haha..haiz during chinese we couldnt sleep because we had todo some stupid compo..-.-'' oh well..cher and beat had left for china ): when i entered the class..beat's bag wasnt there..it was empty..during lessons the seats were empty..no singing no bitching nothing..just me tharsh and tay..as for recess,our table only consist of the 3 of us..): so we joined kesh they all..tmr's cherlynn's bdae (: HAPPY BIRTHDAY !
haiz too bad shes in china..but i guess she'll have fun there (: i miss the both of them): come back soon )):

2006-07-13T05:14:00.001-07:00

hello (:
alright..woke up this morning like some zombie..tried to walk but my freaking leg ache like crazy!so i tried to ask my mummy if she could fetch me to sch..but she said she was too tired ):
and she asked me to wake my brother up..BUT HIS DOOR WAS LOCK! WHY? COZ HIS GF INSIDE..THEY WERE SLEEPING. ): so i guess i had to go sch myself..
that stupid tharshini never bring the book ):< AH! I WAN TO KILL YOU! got no mood to study la! haha..((: but i found out about him..): bad news..but just wanna say thank you to celine(:
and of course adeline will he happy!! ((: we know why haha!! i'm happy for her too (: ILOVEYOUTAY!nvm the good shot is tonight..today math was kinda horrible because of the stupid retarded beatrice..FOREVER RETARDED..lol..pmsing the whole day..further more spreading her disease to all of us..-.-
oh well..cher and beat leaving for china tmr ): i'll miss them..their retardedness will be gone..): BUT I'M LOOKING FORWARD FOR OUR PRESENTS OF COURSE (: come back soon ya?
come back oh come back..oh come back soon my sweetie pies (:
alright..waiting for my dinner now ):<

2006-07-12T04:23:00.000-07:00

school today was so dead...): but its good that we had no geog today(: so me and adeline had our little conversation hoho!! and of course i still went high during lesson haha. theres smth wrong with our math teacher today la..confiscated 2 phones when jaime was only using one..fuck la. oh well..heard about shanti today too )): why is our sch so screwed up?
had odac today..haiz we ran 2.4 today..actually every training we are going to do that..followed by 30 sit ups,20 pushups,5 assisted pullups..): and we are going to climb stairs starting on from next week!! CAN U IMAGINE HOW BORING IT IS?
oh tharsh please bring it tmr again :D

2006-07-11T04:47:00.000-07:00

okie.. ITS UPDATED ((:
hoho!! its been a long time since i update my blog :D well..sch had started..lots of things happened before and after that but i'm lazy to type it all oput (: anyway..i've just turned 15!! and i just wanna thank all my friends who bought the cake for me. THANKS(: and of course odac too((: thanks odacians..anyway thank you mummy for the treat..I LOVE FOOD :D
oh well.. sch today was soso..): we had late recess so we were starving during lessons...lol..slacking during chinese class as usual (: so i think lao shi dont care about me hoho!!and tharsh brought the SA year book ((: and of course we all go HIGH HIGH HIGH..lol
yup..i had shooting after sch ): but luckily mama au didnt come today :D which brightens up my day!! hohooho...i'll update soon!!

2006-06-17T18:33:00.000-07:00

WAHAHA!!..WE BEAT KC FOR DRAGON BOAT!! YAY!!! i'm so god damn happy la...haha...yesterday was my dragon boat competition and we had to race with kc,temasak,yuan ching..some other schs withdrawn..dunno why..haha...but anyway i'm still so happy that we won kc!! AND I HATE THEM..just dont like their faces..and they have attitude problem la! we cheer for them they just gave us some stupid black face..AND WORST OF ALL THEY CAME UP TO US AND SAID THAT THEY ARE GOING TO WIN..WHAT LOSERS ARE THEY MAN! LOOK WHO WON MAN! haha!! whoot! actually we were like the last during the start..but we caught during the charging part..haha..phew..i thought we were actually going to lose but we won!! (:
ALL GOLD!! ahaha!! and overall championship once again..(: hoho..thanks to sharon and safari..thanks for training us so hard to maintain our championship..(: haha..after prize presentation..me,foo,denise,nissa,stella,pearlynn,pearlynn's fren,ari..we went to kfc to celebrate..haha everywhere we go we were super ultra noisy!! haha..practically everyone asked us to shut up..-.-' ahah..but who cares?! coz we were to HAPPY..ITS SO NICE TO BE HAPPY SHA LALALA..(: haiz..kinda miss dragon boat..

2006-06-05T06:58:00.000-07:00

sorry for not blogging for so long..): been really busy with cca's stuff haiz..haven been gg for shooting training because of dragon boating! argh!!..stupid coach! U HATE HER! she so bloody irritating..>:( oh well..just came back frm odac camp a few days ago..ITS A TOTAL TORTURE!!
haiz..dunno whats up with pple nowadays..): tmr will be having training again which means i'll miss shooting again!! i dunwanna be in the com anymore!! i got no time to train!!..haiz..how now??! anyway i'm glad i found smth to do during the june holiday (: ahhaa...!! oh well.. went for dance night on sat..it wasnt that nice..): my $15 bucks are gone!...but it was not bad la..haa!!
alright i gtg..cya

2006-05-27T06:45:00.000-07:00

check this out guys..although i dunno whats this for..

What were you doing in secondary school?
1.sleeping during lessons
2.eating like a pig during recess!
3.trying to understand miss krishna's lesson
4.looking at the clock
5.chatting away(:

Five of your favourite singers / bands?
1.simple plan
2.kelly clarkson
3.click five
4.m2m
5.ashley simpson

Five things you would do if you were a millionaire?
1.SHOP,EAT,SHOP,EAT!!
2.donate to charity(:
3.buy a big big house(:
4.travel round the world
5.do what a woman should do(:

Five bad habits?
1.last minute studying
2.always being lazy
3.always regret after doing something stupid):
4.addicted to fries!!
5.cheat during warmups.

Five things you like doing?
1.chatting with friends(:
2.getting tanned
3.eating(my favourite)
4.stoning
5.being retarded

Five things you would never buy, wear or get?
1.NO TATTOOS.
2.von dutch stuff?!
3.cigrattes
4.assements books,guide books..(after olevels)
5.liposuction

Five favourite things?
1.handphone
2.food
3.friends
4.family(though i get piss with them sometimes)
5.my bed(:

Five people to do this?
1.adelinetay
2.cherlynn(do again haha)
3.beat
4.blank blank
5.those who visit my blog(:

2006-05-23T04:25:00.000-07:00

back from cheer practice..oh well i guess we're really screwed man..totally! ): haiz..guess we are going to make a fool out of ourselves...further more we didnt have enough money to buy our clothes!!we practically borrowed money from everyone in the school..haha..but i think our stunts are kinda good..except dance steps.): haha..ppfft.i hope tmr morning everyone can be cooperative so that we can fit in the stunts..haiz..i still cant believe we are actually performing tmr!?! the duration is was too short man!!worst of all i'll be having my dragonboat training after netball carnival!! ): which means my hair will be orange!!! HAHA.oh well..good luck to 3/4! haha..we are so screwed..(:

2006-05-17T00:25:00.000-07:00

okie..its time to go sch again ): haiz..further more tmr we are going to check our papers!! 5 papers!! *glurrppss*why cant the school let us enjoy the last 2 days before all the sorrow comes..):we had to play some praxis game for the past 2 days..that game really gave me a bad headache!!AHHHH..haiz..and today stupid sharon,keshveen,steph didnt come to sch!! ARRRGHHH..RAWR!! I WANNA BITE SOMEONE NOW..!!!! >:( but i hope after all those miseries everything will turn out right..i cant wait to chill with my dear besties once again!!(: ALWAYS LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE OF LIFE..LALALALA!! haha!!really miss them alot!!
alrite time to slpp!!!

2006-05-11T06:45:00.000-07:00

HELLO HELLO (:
back from shopping with cher,beat and gret!! ahaha had so much fun with them today! whee!! haha..we went to queensway to buy our fbt shorts and then to ikea!! hhHAA..took lots of pictures!! hahaha!!!by the way i cut my hair!! (:
HOHOHOHO!
HERE ARE SOME PICTURES (:

2006-05-10T05:01:00.000-07:00

FINALLY!! THIS DAY I'VE BEEN ALWAYS WAITING FOR HAD COME! hahha..MIDYEAR IS OVER! whoooooo hoo!! ahaha..! yayness...cant wait..oh well..i pierced my ear too (: happy!! HAHAHA!! I'M SO HAPPY!! just hope i pass all papers..lol..anyway..too tired to blog!! (: but i'm cutting my hair tmr!!!cant wait!! OHYA.went to pluck my brows with cher,bet,beat,tay. haha..HAPPY!!

2006-05-05T07:25:00.000-07:00

PHEW..4 more papers to go!! (: ahah..bio was like shit?!?! IT WAS A KILLER A PAPER!! i almost died!! ): oh well..having a long weekend cause mon no need to go sch!! i got no paper on that day..but i'll be having 2 papers on tue ): sad case..oh well..haha! i took train with miss krishna today..-.-"" retarded rite??hahha..she said that the 3/1 gurls did quite badly for their section B which means our class confirm DIE. D I E..haiz..JUST 4 MORE TO GO..4 MORE!tahan...=S haha..haiz..I REALLY MISS MICHELLE ): i miss u so much..i miss 2/4..): i love u guys..haiz.i hate sec 3 life..but i'm a glad to have my dear friends now (: haha...oh well. good luck to those having papers!

2006-04-29T21:43:00.000-07:00

its been a long time since i blog..haha..been really busy..yup..exams are coming up thats why i dun really have the time to blog.oh well. lots of things had happen for the past weeks..felt very stress during that period..haiz ): but i'm really glad to have my friends to comfort me..thanks you shirin,rachel,wong,joanne,chenxi,yiping for making a cheerup card (: i love u guys. and most important thanks you cher,beat,tay tharshini and sharon for being there for me..u know i'll always love u guys..(: haiz i really hope all these problems will be settled once after midyr..
haiz..i'm really worried about my chem..it was said that the paper is gg to be tougher than the previous yr paper!! and almost everyone failed that paper!): i dun wanna fail anything..tsk.
I HATE EXAMS.I HATE CHEMISTRY.
alright i guess i wont blog till after midyr..by then I'LL HAVE LOTS OF THINGS TO BLOG ABOUT (:

2006-04-16T06:10:00.000-07:00

hello(: feeling quite proud of myself..went to study with cher and thar for the past 2 days..for like 7 hours??haha..but in between we had our break too..yup..i did 2 chap of my geog notes..so i left 2 more..haha!..oh yah..it was quite entertaining to study with them..lol.had fun with them while studying..LOL..we took almost a day to do our notes..-.-'' tsk..really had alot to study for midyr..): i really dunno if i can finish studying!! so much to memorise so much to learn! oh well..sec 3 life isnt that great after all..haiz..did i change alot?? i really wanna find out..i want to be the xinpei that everyone used to know and not the other xinpei. ): can someone tell me what went inside of me that make me this way now..or am i still the same old xinpei?? ): i really wanna know..haiz..its really stress..i hate all this problems that come to me esp during exams..):

clara: i really wanna say thank you for being my friend since the day we became best friends..i thanked god for you..and i never regret being angry with you..its all worth it..thank you and i always loved you (: sorry for the times that i couldnt be there for you and the times when i was being such a bitch..but i couldnt say sorry to you face to face.): i hoped u forgive me..love you always.

2006-04-13T04:12:00.000-07:00

back from shopping!!!! eh..not really shopping but i bought my slippers! HAPPY!.went with hannah,shirin and rachel to town..(: miss those days we had so glad that we are able to maintain like this (: LOVE U GUYS :) anyway went to tak neoprints..haha..nice nice(: OHMYGOD. when we went to get hannah her bdae gift at newurbanmale..theres this really cute guy!! oh gosh..and GUESS WHAT!?! HES A MODEL! NO WONDER!..the worst tthing is that he doesnt believe that i m a dragon boater????!!?wth..lol!!OH WELL HES SO CUTE!! whoot (: anyway me and shirin reallly wanted the paddle badly ): haiz..oh well..at least i bought my pretty yellow slippers (: ahhaah.and theres NO SCHOOL TMR!! YAYNESS.

2006-04-12T06:21:00.000-07:00

OMG.today my dragon boat instructor is retarded!!SUPER RETARDED.. gosh!! we rowed like 3000m?!??!! and we rested for only like 10 mins???! and we continued rowing like some mad women!! haiz..its really tiring..and shes not those slack slack type..she'll scold u if you are not serious during training..i guess shes really keen in wining..haiz.oh well. going to town with hannah shirin and rachel tmr to buy slippers!! yay!! haha..always wanted that slippers..(: oh well.. its been a long time since we get together again..oh dear..mid year is less than a mth! AND I'M FREAKING SLACKING..as in..too tired..PROJECTS HERE AND THERE..HOW TO STUDY!!. so many activities..): haiz. anyway today's math paper was ok..but the last question was a little tricky..haha..dunno how to do..and its 3 marks! ahhh.......lalallallalaa!! I NEED A MASSAGE!!

2006-04-10T06:28:00.000-07:00

wasnt looking forward to school today..): dunno why but feeling very moody...maybe coz its monday..the beginning of the week .. ppfft.had chem test..was kinda tricky..so i dunno what i'll get this time again.): oh well..whats over is over...but i m glad that during chinese lesson dawn and beverly cheered me up..haha..they are nice bunch of pple (: haha..tok alot rubbish though..oh well. didnt eat much during recess too (usually ate quite alot) ahaha..the worst thing was that math was the last 2 periods..duh. every one couldnt give their full attention..but i guess something went inside my head though...but we had extra math lessons with miss krishna..so i guess its still ok..than had to stay back for the ipw thing..haha..was kinda interesting, didnt know u can do cool stuff with the editing thing..lol..took a few photos with nut,steph,mar and ant.. ahha..was quite retarded though but i had fun (: anyway cancelled my tuition today..cant take it..too tired to have another math lesson..haiz..tmr stll have shooting ): haiz..so busy!!

2006-04-07T20:42:00.000-07:00

THIS IS UNBELIEVEABLE!! so i guess all the rumours are true..haiz oh well i really got nothing to say but i guess ij repuitation is gone! G O N E gone!..tsk tsk..oh well..it was proved yesterday at the band concert..hoho..anywayz went for supper with cher,beat,gret and their fren..well just bought something to drink at esplanade..didnt know tat the scenery there was great (: ahaha. couples were all hugging ...blah blah..HAHA..anyway beat's father sent me home as it was kinda late..hahaah yup..head was damn pain so went to slp once i reached home..pppfft..training was so tough before that and we lost to KC! i hate them!! bitches!!ARRGH WE WILL WIN U ALL!! haiz..anywayz stuck at my mum's office doing my hmwk..tsk..!!! ): i wanna go shopping!!

2006-04-04T06:09:00.000-07:00

just finished tuition..whoot (: haiz..i still cant get logarithm in my head! its so bloody confusing..:(
further more mid yr is coming soon..sob! theres so much to study la!! Too much!!i cant wait for exams to be over..and I DUN WAN NXT YEAR TO COME. omg.i really cant imagine myself mugging the whole time for olevel..thats crazy.!!but i guess everyone needs to go through this process..haiz.its been raining this few days..doesnt it make your day feel moody? oh well..it doesnt matter that much. anyway today sch was alrite? WE HAD PIZZZAAA..THANK YOU MRS MA..(: 3/4 LOVES U!! haha..it was yummy..and omg..trini ate 6 slices of pizza!! like..WTH?! haha...i ate 2 and a half..lol..i cant tahan anymore..almost vomitted..hahah!! but it was yummy (: we were all starving during geog/lit la..lol..finally we get to eat!! HOHOHO..

please call me back

2006-04-03T04:58:00.000-07:00

hey. went to study with thar,cher,beat..haha..WE HAD FUN !! (: i love them haha..well..we went delifrance to study and we bought our lunch there except thar coz she wanted to eat food court.lol..we started studying but i guess only me ,cher and thar were studying..as for beat, as usual her mind went else where..haha!! GUYS and GUYS. lol..i did a few sums of math..while cher did her bio notes..thar did her chem notes..HAHA..beat?? SHE WROTE A FEW LINES OF COMPOSITION..hahha..why? coz of GUYS .. haha..oh well..later on we met sharon and elizabeth..lol..they came to say hi and bye..lol! OH YA. we saw this "tai tai" at delifrance too..OMG..shes damn bitch la!! ITS LIKE AS IF SHE WAS LOOKING DOWN ON PEOPLE..the way she talk..really annoyed me!! ARGH....lol..the funniest thing was when beat's sister offer us mint sweets with choco filling inside..mm..yummy! than tharsh said that she doesnt like mint coz its hot!! WE WERE LIKE @#$!@? haha..SHE LOVES CHILLI AND SHE PRACTICALLY EAT ALOT..!! and she say mint was hot.. -.-''' haha..damn retarded rite..lol..anywayz we stopped at 6 and went home..and here i m, home sweet home (:

2006-03-31T04:56:00.000-08:00

sometimes i really find myself useless..all i know was cry and cry..but i think thats the only way that will make me feel better. why do humans feel hurt most of the times? why cant everyone lead a happy life so tat they will never ever regreted dying? must it be some reasons that make everyone thinks that life sucks..haiz.i really wanna find out why. ask urself this. when are the best time u think that make u happy the most? i find it with my friends. family? yes,but not much though..anyway. is it wrong to love a person?? lol..some pple says yes some pple says no..
well..majority says no..is it worth waiting for the person like a stupid retarded fool when u know he/she is not going to be urs?..does it really matter??haiz.. sometimes i really need my friends to be here for me.. but we know tat they cant be with us for 24/7..

2006-03-26T02:58:00.000-08:00

OMG i cant believe that i've been mugging since this morning..PHEW. its really tiring..but i m kinda proud of myself (: WAY TO GO XINPEI! (:haha...pppfft..oh yah..i lost weight!! i lost 2kg..!! so happy..i dunno why but i lost weight..ahah!! haiz..tmr is monday again which means i'll be falling asleep in class..haiz.should i go for oral tmr? but i didnt bring back my ke ben..cannot study! argh. I CANT WAIT FOR JUNE HOLIDAYS TO COME..or rather mid year exams to be over..): i'm really scared for mid year..this year all the teachers cant teach that well..and we keep changing teachers..so all their methods of teaching are really different!! haiz..its already 730..soon i'll be in bed..lol..BUT...i'll mug a little first..geez..i'm becoming a nerd..haha..no choice..haiz..so much to do in so little time !! )':

2006-03-25T04:47:00.000-08:00

hello (:
I M STARTING TO FEEL THE STRESS!! argh..so much to do in so little time ): everything is like so fast..so many projects to do..haiz.secondary3 life isnt that great after all..i really miss 2/4..those times we had in class..sobs. i want to stop the time so that everyone can really do what they really want..so that everyone will not regret..its really tough to get along with life..but thats life..everyone needs to carry on with life..haiz..further more mid year exams are coming up..its really not easy to cope with pure sciences..but i guess i worked hard during my streaming year thats why i got into this class. SO I WONT GIVE UP. haiz. no more going out for me i guess..theres alot to study!!..omg..haiz..i gtg.. need to do my english research!! :(

2006-03-22T05:54:00.000-08:00

hello
I DUNNO WHAT IS THIS WORLD BECOMING INTO!! i'm so pissed with my mum just now..cant she wait for 5mins?!! and i'm sorry that i didnt know my phone was ringing..argh. so what if she's pmsing? that doesnt mean she should blame it on me. ITS NOT MY FAULT THAT WE WOMEN PMS! decided not to tok to her at first..for the past few i did but after that i couldnt..haiz i cried in the toilet for being rude to her but i really couldnt control my temper..it wasnt my fault..): she's just BIASED. thats all i can say. haiz..i really love her..): for now i dun have the mood to blog. sorry ):

2006-03-18T19:03:00.000-08:00

hey.
back from all the camps and chalet.haha..whoot..so busy during the march holidays.didnt even have the time to do my holiday homework..oh well..our class chalet was a blast!!as in the first night..haha..after checking into our chalet we went swimming!! WHEE..and its my first time to wear my bikini..(: haha..hah!!! we had a little secret between all of us ya? CHER.BEAT.STEPH.YIPING.CHENXI.THAR.SHARON...sshh..but its really nice to be with them (: HAHA..i feel very proud of ourselves..we managed to spend below 100 bucks to buy our bbq stuff..we bought 60 marinated chickens, 3 packets of crabsticks, 4 packets of corn, 2 bottles of syrup,1 bottle of pepsi, 1 margirine, 1 stack of paper plates, 1 packet of cups, 1 packet of fork and spoons, 1 aluminium foil, 2 packets of sausages, 3 packets of hotdogs, 1 packet of charcoal,2 packets of satay sticks,3 packets of marshmallows..HOHOHO..ALL THESE COST BELOW 100 BUCKS. ahaha..didnt know we can be so thrifty ..lol..but i think because of the buget thats why..HAHA..but still WELL DONE!! (: oh no..tmr will be a new term..haiz..guess we got to start studying again..):

2006-03-15T01:51:00.000-08:00

hello blog :) I'M BACK FROM CAMP..whee! which means that tmr is the chalet! omg!!I CANT WAIT LA..WHOOT (: hahaa..oh well..i think that the leadership camp sucks big time!! BLAH its super boring and they are wasting our money.haiz .the worst thing was that i didnt bring my jacket to slp!!i was practically freezing to death in the middle of the night..BOO!
and i realise that some of them are kinda kaisu..I MEAN VERY ..today we are suppose to assemble by 8am, some set their alarm at 530! omg..damn bloody noisy!! THEN SOME 630..the whole entire room will be awake by them la!! noisy!oh well, i dun really care about it anymore.lol.but i can say that the camp teaches us some values though.BUT ITS OVER..now is chalet !hahaha..i wun be home till fri night ..(: haha. i hope its gonna be a wonderful chalet..(: i miss all my frens..:) cher,beat,ping,thar,sharon,chenxi,steph..hahaha..(tay i just saw her during the camp) haha..OH YA.the food is horrible too!!!! AHH...ITS NOT HUMAN FOOD. tsk tsk..but i know i m gonna be very tired after the chalet..lol..didnt slp properly during camp and i dun think i'll be slping during chalet.loL!!!WAHAHA.anwayz..i gtg and pack my stuff..seeya!
loves.

2006-03-11T18:31:00.000-08:00

morning!!rise and shine :) haha..its sunday and i haven even started on my homework and stuff..ppooft..too lazy to pick up my pen and start writing..): oh well..i'll be gone again..haha!! i'll be going for the stupid leadership camp tmr till wed..haiz..i hope the camp wont be that boring..whoot!! i cant wait to collect my spectacles today! whee..but still no contacts..BLAH.
my cousins are coming over today to rot with me i think lol..nahz i think i'll get down to business and do my work..haha!!haiz..i realise time is passing too fast..soon it will be mid yr exam again..oh dear..i'm starting to feel the stress..argh..I STILL CANT BELIEVE I FAILED ENGLISH!!omg..anywayz i miss 2/4!! and 3/4 of course..lol..HURHUR..anywayz wassup with this laughter.?? i still dont get it..haha..HIRK.
BLAH BLAH BLAH..
alright i'll see u on wednesday (:

2006-03-10T19:12:00.000-08:00

hello morning..haiz..i only blog for awhile..:( my bro needs to use the laptop..haiz..sad my com went for servicing i think..blah now i got no com to use!!AHH!! ANGRY! blah!! anywayz i realise i splet so early yesterday haha..was too tired to do anything..haiz haiz..I CANT DO ANYTHING WITHOUT GOING ONLINE!! arghhh..anywayz going grangma's house later i think..haha..ehz i need my new specs and contacts!! I NEED IT NOW.....!!!!NOWW!!! ahahaha..i cant wait for chalet..omgomg !! i cant wait.!!! ah!H!

2006-03-10T05:15:00.000-08:00

hello:) back from shooting !! whhee..haha..anywayz had a good time laughing in the train with olivia and sasha..lol!! laugh till my stomach hurts.ANYWAY, MARCH HOLIDAYS ARE HERE!! YAYNESS..but i need to go for the leadership camp on mon :( sucks man..i dun wanna go..i hate to go for this type of camps..blah..but its ok coz the next day is our chaleT!! omg..i cant wait to fun have with my dear new frens.:) cher,beat,tay,chenxi,thar,sharon,steph,yiping,wong,foo,kesh,ant...many more la!!woohoO!! i cant waitttt!!!but i'm afraid i wun have enuff clothes..haha coz i'll be using up most of them during the leadership camp..oh yah today's training for shooting is really retarded..we dry fire somany times! so boring than we got to stand facing the wall for like half an hr..its really stupid coz u cant tok and we need to remain still..hhaah but in the end me,cherre,dezi and olivia started playing..lol.anywayz..who cares la.haiz..i dunno whats wrong with me..just pmsing with mysself i guess..kinda tired but i dun wanna slp so early coz there's no sch tmr!! i realise that time passes real fast..soon its going to be our mid yr exam!! and when i look at the time table i feel so stress..its like how many weeks till our exam..i think its less than a mth for our english exam..
:( haiz..STRESS MAN..i cant wait after mid yr too coz we plan to go shopping rite cher? :D hahah..alrite.see you diary!!

2006-03-08T23:15:00.000-08:00

hello :)arghh! theres something wrong with my computer!! so now i'm at my mummy's office blogging.haha.oh well bad news..I FAILED 3 SUBJECTS!! and its english chem and bio..important subjects..haah..and i only got 2As??LIKE SHIT..haiz..i dunno how to let my mummy see..:( haiz..anyway today sch's kinda boring..splet during chinese and bio lesson..hahaa..too tired to do anything..haha.OMG I CANT WAIT FOR MY CLASS CHALET! i think its gonna be damn fun!! but i'll be attending a 3 day leadership camp before that so i think i'll be damn shack la..hhaha..I DUN WANNA GO FOR LEADERSHIP CAMP! argh boring shit..haiz..finally i get to eat my pohpiah!! yummy..haha..i miss pohpiah so much hah.oh dear i realise i wun be home for the whole week during the march holis..lol..CAN MY STUPID BROTHER HURRY GO AND FIX THE DAMN COMPUTER SO TAHT I CAN USE!!! blah!!! feeling so relax now ... all cas are over..but its coming soon again..:( so i guess must get prepared to mug..MUG MUG..dear oh dear..ahahha..oh well see you soon!! loves.

2006-03-05T23:37:00.000-08:00

alright..woke up at 530 to go sch again..took the train down to toa payoh and met up with steph and 2 women haha..haiz..so tired still..had pe again!! but me,cher,beat and les we were slacking la so who cares..:) haha..oh yah..sorry zoe! didnt sit with u guys for recess today!! i'll sit with u another time k!! hahah..ywans..today maths lesson was boring..but we got to act guai coz mr ng is having his "test" today..lol..even though we didnt understand a single thing but still we pretended to nodd our heads .. haha..just to help him!! oh well..we were kinda crazy in class today about our fanclub!!! lol!! we are just too hyper about it la..lol..cant blame us..=p oh well..had bio test today..guess our acting skills sucks man..but still we had a conversation during the test..haha..thanks to foo and steph ..and lesley fell asleep and realised that she didnt complete her paper..HAHA..joker rite..anywayz..i really miss the camp..iwanna go back there now!!haiz..stuck in my mummy's office ..eating cup noodles..yummmy..hahah!!alright..seeya!

2006-03-04T21:31:00.000-08:00

BBOOO!!
i'm back from camp!! its really fun!! omg..i really enjoyed myself there..haha..it started out when we were assembling in sch..then all of us carrying our bags and stuff..hhaha..i even brought my cushy pillow along..:) we headed for our bus and off set we go to pasir ris park!! ;) whee!! on the way we sang songs and came up with a cheer..its really unique..haha..lallalalal..when we reached our camp site, all instructors were waiting for us..we had our briefing and started our first activity which was amazing race..it wasnt that fun though but still we enjoyed ourself..haha..we had our dragonboat activity after that .. we sang camp songs taught by papa bear..haha..i really missed him..haiz..oh well..we had games..LOTS LOTS OF STUFF.. we jumped into the water ..haha..and tharshini cant swim so she was struggling..its really funny..haha..i really love 3/4!!woohoo!..but tat wasnt the fun part yet...haha..we had our camp fire too..it rawks..hoho.and guess what on the last night we squeezed 7 pple inside an 8men tent..cool huh..we splet on top of one another..we talk and laugh inside the tent..it was really cool..i guess this camp really help us to bond much better..hahha..OH YAH..WE EVEN SET UP OUR OWN FANCLUB..haha..it includes : cher,antonia,beat,sharon,steph,tay,kesh,me..
hhaa...dun forget..HAIZ..but the saddest thing was the farewell part..though we cant wait to get home but still we cant bear to leave them..ESP WHEN THEY START SINGING THE FRENSHIP SONG..*Sobs* STUPID beatrice started crying..then me,cher,ant started crying too..but i guess we all cant help it..sobs..really miss the camp alot..ALOT!!

photos!!

me acting retarded class 3/4 ' o6

frens forever!

exhausted